zanne

so i'm in a big predicament right now. i am struggling with keeping my weight up, and there are huge consequences. if i don't get it up i won't be able to work any more, at any of my three jobs. I also won't be able to go on my week-long trip to NYC. But, what scares me the most is never being able to run again and not being able to go to college, which is where i am right now. my parents are saying that currently i am not bound for college, not bound for my early admit...

o my new job is pretty sweet. we get treated like real people (very rare) except of course by some of the other teenage girls (very common), and we get payed generously (also very rare).../// i help out little old ladies picking out stuff for their granddaughters, daughters, or themselves, and usually people are quite nice and understanding even if i can't fully help them. so the other day it was really slow, the store was closing soon and we had about one person sort of looking through...

so it's all over: i've taken the SAT's i've applied to colleges i graduated i heard from three of my four schools, and got into them all i got a job (come visit me at stanford nordstrom bp!) i pretty much know where i'm going to college and i have a whole nine months off so exciting to have all of this going on right now, it's really unbelievable, really. thanks to everyone who's helped me get here, too, otherwise i might have a list have that...