~im~just~ur~imagination~

well....lets see i lyk korn they r kool. im not into korn anymre i jus lisen 2 thins tht sound gud...yea...um...im always bord and i have nuthin 2 do dat's y i always am bord idk if im happy, lyk if im reelly meant 2 b on dis earth. i try not 2 show it which i ges im pretty good at doin dat cuz nobody reelly nos wat i feel deep down inside. i don't think i even no my own self, i dont reelly no wat i feel inside. thur iz nuthin in dis fuked up world dat i want da only thing dat i want iz my real muther. my burth muther da one dat i miss, da one that wuz once thur 4 me wen i needed her, da one dat wuz thur 2 help me wen i needed help. i ges she didn't no dat she wuz da best muther dat thur iz. but i love her and i will always. its lyk one day she wuz here n the nxt day she wuz gone. but if u can read this mom i miss u, and i love u. and dad i will always love u 2, even tho u werent reelly thur 4 me wen i needed u. but u will alwayz b in my hart. but y did dis have 2 happen???? i no u never ment 4 dis to happen... but i ges dis is ment 2 b lyk this well i love u and always. and 4 da rest of dis fuked up world... y cant u realize dat u r hurting dis community actually da whole world. well watevr its going 2 b ur fault dat u die b4 u wur supposed 2. well uh... y is thur love huh? all it does iz hurt u. i no dat i am in love and evurything itz jst im cot between two ppl...wat r u supposed to do bout dat? IDK??? but hopefully.....soon....i will find out who i reelly am meant for but 4 now IDK...uh...well i think dat iz it...well l8urz....