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Guess whos back?

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 22:06:41 -0800

Yes yes...the queen of all that is holy is back again. Im sure you all missed me and I have missed you all!

something wrong with me

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 20:59:14 -0700

I really dont know whats wrong with me. Its like Im scared. What Im scared of I dont know. Its like, I just cant let myself go and enjoy whats in front of me. God...like bro...I just cant see whats in fucking front of me. I dont know what to do with myself and this isnt the first time. I just say no everytime and I dont know why.

Does anyone know...

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 23:17:25 -0700

if there is any programs tthat I can use to alter songs in order to just use the music but take out the words?

How gay is highschool musical?

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 16:04:07 -0700

http://bamboonation.blogspot.com/2007/08/how-gay-is-high-school-musical.html

One of the funniest articles I have read recently. It's just that it is so true. Even I noticed it.

But on to different news. As I was talking to one of my heterosexual life mates yesterday, aka Bellachka, we were kinda reminiscing. And then we started talking about the past quotes that we had cause I made up a song for her...and then we were talking about hot guys cause for some reason I find Jason Statham really really sexy and then bella was like ...

B: You know whos hot?
SC: Who?
B: Kelly.
SC: Kelly?
B: You know Kelly...
SC: Oh...Yea Ho doggy Kelly be fine...

Which mirrors an older conversation we had...

SC: Bella Im listening to Jesse
B: Jesse?
SC: Jesse.
B: Jesse?
SC: JESSE
B: Oh...Jesse
SC: *nods* Jesse...
B: JESSE!!!
SC: Jesse Jesse

Yea...random...I know, but we are cool like that!

Get a clue bitch...

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:59:52 -0700

Certain stupid people need to get a clue. I mean, now I know why peeople call her insensitive. Seriously though, I havent been so betrayed by a best friend in a long time. there have been so many times that she fucked up, but this is the last straw, honestly now. Ugh I hate stupid people who cant understand right from wrong.

But hospital beds by cold war kids makes me feel slightly better...

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 21:21:23 -0700

I think I went through the early stages of what is becoming my mid-life crisis. And that is pretty darn sad considering I am only 17.

I just feel like my life isnt going the way I want it to. Im trying to pick everything up, but there are just so many things that get in the way. So many god damn distractions, and I realized today that the life plan that I built for myself is never going to happen, and thats also kinda sad.

I have so many plans for myself, had so many plans, and they all just fade away. They say that nothing in life is constant, then why does my life just feel like a constant wreck?

Argh...I just wish that I could go back to being 5. I was a good kid back then.

Now all I am is scared of whats out there. For once in my life, I am actually more terrified then of anything and I dont know how to conquer this fear.

Mindless self indulgence

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 22:33:11 -0700

I know that this is kinda late...But I love them so much. And I got to see them live, and it was the best hour of my life...Not even kidding. They are fucking amazing. No one has seen a great live show until they have seen MSI. Cant wait till Sept 11 for their dvd release...Pre ordering it tomorrow. yay!

What I really hate...

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 23:17:34 -0700

Now, usually when people talk about me...I could care less. Im the type of person who is really open about anything. But there comes a time when people just cross that line of whats personal and what isnt. What is up with people having to fucking assume shit that isnt even true, and taking it fucking overboard.
I mean, I like to gossip as well. But as much as rumors go...Unless something is true, I would never assume and act like it is.
I dont like when people mention my personal shit all over the place, and I know that other people dont as well. Seriously though...Sometimes it gets just rude.

Im fine when it comes to my friend disclosing info about my ex boyfriends and how Im going to marry them to my whole class...But my personal shit...Who I like, who I dont, what I've done and havent isnt there to be left to be assumed about.

thats it for my rant of the day.

P.fucking.S...
DONT ASSUME IM GROUNDED WHEN IM NOT!!!

The coolest video...For Daft Punk lovers, a must see...the rest of you just watch

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 22:17:13 -0700

Aight homies...Ill talk to you later
Oh and Im not dead if anyone was wondering.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOO!

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 07:36:08 -0700

Just wanted to get a blog rolling for one of my favoritest people on the plant, Ms. Bella Leonidovna Shilman. She recently turned 18, so that is who I am going to be using from now on to get me things. Yay.
Why dont all of you who read this just go on her page and wish her some warm birthday wishes.

Love you broshka!

The most amazing show on the fucking planet

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 21:48:33 -0700

Ok...so umm...Idan Raichel...Wow...I wanna marry him...Not only that...he is fucking amazing.
I honestly had the best and somewhat worst day of my life today. I learned the true meaning of friendship...and I realized its a bitch.
But whatever. I still cant get over the fact that I not only saw Idan live, and like was right next to him near the stage, but I got to meet him and talk to him. EPPP! stupid bitch there wouldnt let me take a picture with him.
I still think that his songs are the most amazing thing on earth. Everyone, even if they dont understand hebrew, should listen to his songs. especially mima amakim and boi. oh...and shoshanim atzuvot and hinnech yaffa...
But yea...cool day...saw cool people.

So I know everyone missed me...

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 23:25:08 -0700

But I am back. Ive been kinda off line lately...just watching shows and going to summer school. yay
I had to do what was honestly one of the hardest things ever last week. Saying goodbye to 6 amazing people is really hard, and knowing that it will be a really long time before you see them again is even harder. I really wish they wouldnt have to leave every single year. I mean...they come..you get close to them, and right as you do, they leave and a new batch comes in 2 months...BLEH

Other then that, summer is going well for me. I got to City for summer schooll, and then I chill out. I really want to get a job though, so Im still on the look out.
nu ok..imma go do math homework and study for a quiz.

ciao

First night of Taming of the Shrew

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 23:10:28 -0700

Dude, we actually pulled it off. Out of 20 years of my school having drama, this is our first year doing shakespeare, and we pulled it off. I cant even describe how I am feeling right now. Like, no one has any idea.

Tomorrow, I have my main role. Once again, acting as a man, but I got a wicked costume, a killer accent, and the greatest cast I could ever ask for.

If anyone is in the mood for a few laughs, definately go and see it. 7 30 on Balboa and 14th. Big school...you cant miss it.
Anywhos. I am officially a senior now. Hopefully on thursday, I will be able to go out and drink to that. WOOT WOOT

IDAN RAICHEL..coming...HERE!!!

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:01:57 -0700

So, I am so pumped. Idan Raichel is coming here. He is the most amazing singer ON EARTH!!!
June 24th, at Stern Grove. I cant wait.

Fuck shit ass bitch Motherfucking whore!

Thu, 31 May 2007 22:29:45 -0700

So as of now, I have an F in history, cause my teacher caught my cheating. Luckily he is such a sav that hes letting me make it up by writing two short research papers by monday. Now I have to write about an abolitionist and as he put it for me "hippies and druggies" aka the summer of love in SF. Hes the one that chose it for me. But yea...I love the dude.

Other then that, Im just waiting for these two weeks to pass. My friend and I have a bet that if I keep up the gym going in the morning till next Thursday, he has to make me any lunch I want during break. If I lose, I have to do the same for him. Im so not losing.
Ive been craving chocolate and a mocha or latte this whole week, but all I can drink is Starbucks Earl Grey tea. Bleh...I like it, but I miss milk.

Other then that...Ive been chilling out and watching movies and studying for finals.
Watched Pink Floyd's The Wall...And I realized, that hair is very important in how a person looks. I mean, Pink(I forgot the actors name...I think its like Rob something or other) looks really hot throughout the movie...but after he shaves off his eye brows...not so hot anymore. But no matter how many times I watch that movie, I love it even more.

ciao

Time flies by when you're having fun

Mon, 28 May 2007 00:49:36 -0700

Wow, today was awesome. Proves that us kids can have fun without drinking. Shocker, I know.
It was one of my closest friends birthday parties, and it was the first time I actually had fun at a russian restaurant. I guess that is because I was chilling with the best people on earth(the music still sucked though, but its ok...it was danceable.)

So starting from tomorrow, I am starting a strict diet and gym regime. I will be getting up at 6 every morning, and going to be at the gym by 7 with my friend Dani, in order to be at school by 8 30. Its going to be fun though, so I look forward to it. Hoping to drop 30 pounds by the middle of the summer and definately by the end. Hope it works out for me, cause if it doesnt, Im killing myself.

Well ok.....Hope everyone is having a great long weekend.
Oh and I started watching Georgia Rule. That movie is just really awkward. And Lohan plays a total slut. But thats not far from who she really is, so thats ok I guess.

Ciao and buenos noches. Spakoyniy noche, layla tov and good night everyone

Oh..wow...LOVE!

Sat, 26 May 2007 00:02:30 -0700

So I dont care what anyone says, but I loved Blood Diamond. Cept for the fact that Leo dies at the end, but I have loved the boy since I moved to America and started watching Growing Pains(back in that day, I didnt realize that he was like 20 years older then me, and I thought he would stay the age he was on the show forever, so I could marry him). But it was honestly a GREAT movie. Started tearing up at the end. Now its time for Babel. Wonder if that will be any good.
Running with Scissors was a bit too trippy for my liking. I mean...The mom is doped up on valium and eats candles for christs sake. But nonetheless it was good.
Smokin Aces was really cool. I was tripping out the whole fucking time. Especially the end. Fuck man, totally saw part of it coming, but dude.
I also watched Half Nelson(totally a mirror image of my history teacher), and Lets Go To Prison....AHHH!! Watched that like 5 times(Oh how I love thee Dax Shepherd).

Now the next couple of weeks its going to be no TV. But I am going to hopefully watch Pirates. Fuck yea, its playing right by my house!
Planned for me is two nights of partying...weee...followed by a week of studying, followed by a week of drama and partying...followed by REST!
Im excited!
<3

Sad day, but great day

Sat, 19 May 2007 02:01:59 -0700

Over all I had a great birthday I guess. Sadly I lost the elections, and fucked up my speech, but oh well. You win some, you lose some.
Tonight was fun though. Parents took me out to a restaurant with the grandparents, and my cousin, and 2 aunts. My best friend even came out from Walnut Creek(got me the best damn card I had ever gotten in my life)
In the morning, school was a blast. My friend started a whole chain of happy birthday song, and I got 18 punches, Spartan style.
It was great. and whats even better is that my girls and I are going to go out monday, and chill out for the day.
Then, Im just going to hang around and about for the week. study up for finals, and chill with friends. Meeting up with my cousieee this week for lunch and I dont know...wasting brain cells.
the good life of Gretta Borisovna Mejikovskaya Yavorskaya.
Yay

Im feeling slightly violent

Thu, 17 May 2007 00:10:49 -0700

All these fucking decorations are getting to my head.
Stayed at school till 7 working on deco for HA Awards, and now I am working on my posters for my campaign. The slogans i have are "vote gretta for secretary...all the cool kids are doing it", "pedro says, 'vote for gretta, and all your wildest dreams will come true'" and "gretta for secretary is like peanut butter for jelly...its just right!"
yea i know they are gay...but what can i say...they have to get approved so thats all i could come up with. i had a few really good non"kosher" ones...but no.

anywhos. i cant wait for tomorrow, which is now today because i get to miss school in order to get my hair and makeup did. yay! totally bomb. a haircut and a night of fun and tomfoolery.

and friday i really dont want to happen. although it is my birthday, i have a slight feeling that i will lose elections and i dont want to, given who my competition is.
but whatever. i get to appreciate my hot teacher.
bells, hope daisy and you have fun in la....im going to be waiting for my call ho!

The cutest thing ever...

Tue, 15 May 2007 00:02:39 -0700

http://jumpcut.com/view?id=2C7C4E0C01C311DCBCDF000423CF382E

I couldnt post it as a vid, but its the present I made for my mom.

Broke kids have to make do with the resources the have...and this was my resource