Laurie :)

but here it goes...brace yourselves...

I just started that new job a little over a month ago (month and a half, I think) and I really feel like I have just screwed up time after time. A lot of people really think I am doing well, which really shocks me cause if this is doing well, wtf is messing up? I made the same mistake not once but twice! I can't believe it, I am such an anal retentive person, it blows my mind to think I didn't learn it enough the first time. I mean, both times I missed, like completely missed an entire wave of a project, not a small oversight, and certainly not a quick easy fix. Both times I was able to still meet the deadlines, only due to having amazing coworkers that completely understand fucking up and trying to quietly fix the big mess. Either I am truly amazing at covering up my ackward fumblings of a job I know nothing about, or I really have some awesome guardian angels helping me out a lot. I am just looking forward to taking a little road trip to see a certain fuzz band in Milwaukee (woo-hoo!).

Laurie :)